title: so stupid
date: Thursday, July 27, 2006
[ so stupid ]
im so stupid, where is my THUMBDRIVE?!!
i rmbr i put it in my bag before i K-O from work.
bloody hell.
nw i have to start-over again to do my report. damm it.
title: NAPFA Test
date: Saturday, July 22, 2006
[ Napfa Test 20/07, my no. is 44 ]
wah..my legs r aching after completing my 2.4km, running 6 round ard the sch running tracks. because of my stubborn-ness, insisting on running (not walking ok!) to complete the run whether i pass or fail, even though i was tired and lack of sleep...hehe..
At that point of time, i thot i will faint, then des will do CPR for me..lol nah.. i felt a sense of accomplishment after the run, even jacq completed her run too~ Sadly i still failed my 'sit-up', 'sit & reach' & 'standing board jump'. hahaz but nvm, as long as i got a 'partipated' in my transcript thn can le.
darL did well. He got GOLD & was the 1st one who completed the 2.4km run among the 60 participants. so pround of him~ (yaya des)
phew~ quite satisfied with my FMM project~ hope that Mr FMM will not be picky on us (he always gt that grumpy face) & give all of us better marks. Completed 2 projects le, 2 more to go! & there comes the exams & my attachment..
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As days are drawing nearer to the end of sch semester, i find that my social contact with my friends are very lousy. i supposed i gt too much pressure, esp nowadays.
Sometimes i wonder whether my friends would think, "why i always got a bitter-gound face?". i cant help feeling that im being left out in a conversation & i cant seems to start a new topic.. (like a block stuck in my mouth)..
looking thru my phonebook, i found that i almost lost contact with all of them, except a few. i am like friend-less. not being that i want alot of friends to surround me. but how much i wished life can be less "eventful", as in my current situation, so maybe my life can be more beautiful then. there u cee lifang crying in her room, feeling so helpless, another moment, u cee lifang like a mad chicken poking everyone, driving them mad~
i always know that my temper is getting bad to worse. but i cant help when it exploded. no matter how many times i reminded myself.
maybe i can invent a "temper control band" when i starts my nonsense ^@#?!*again, the band will tighten my wrist to remind me that i shld stay clam..whoa..brilliant.. (crap)
p/s : sorry des. made you angry again. tangz for being my listening ear & sandbag. i love you~
title: my right wisdom tooth
date: Monday, July 17, 2006
[my right wisdom tooth & lishan is 18 le.]
shitty.. got a bad toothache for the past few days, been sleeping almost all the time. everything on hands has to put on hold. skipped my lab lesson with darL and went for lunch @ JP, thn to the dentist.
Lunch is not good coz i cant chew those hard stuff, and feeling forever hungry..
Dentist is not good either. I have to take a x-ray of my wisdom tooth, my gum and tongue hurts, coz i nid to squeese the x-ray flim, a size of by 3cm by 1.5cm, into my mouth and my mouth is sensitive to it. The 1st one was blur so i had to do the 2nd time. this time i almost wanted to cry. thn the worse, i nid to go for a mini operation to take out the stupid tooth, if nt it will push my other teeth to the front. & it costs $300-400. gosh.
Cee la, always like that, when im slightly richer, all the bad things will come and take my $ away.
just hope that the anticbiotics can make my gum & tooth better.. sobs..
&
hapPy birthday 18th
to my deArest sista, Lishan~
* din get a present for you. will make-up for u soon~*
title: rush hr.
date: Saturday, July 15, 2006
how wish i have the power to make the time to turn slower..
still nid to give trainings @ work and so much projects & assignments piling one after another, i just started abit of everything and the deadlines r drawing nearer..*nightmare*
guess im going to be dead by then.
went for movie "Pirates of Carribean, Dead man's Chest" with darL last wed nite. better watch it thn, coz by the time all my stuff r cleared, the movie will also finish screening. i've been seeing the trailer for several mths, finally the movie was shown. It's was nice, more like a comedy than the 1st one which had more action, esp the role of Jack Sparrow, always so funny.
juz now darl shown me a video of this blogger, blinkymummy giving her cats a bath @ www.blinkymummy.blogspot.com blinky & tiger are so ADORABLE. hw i wish i can bring Mimi home. =(
oh my.. is alr 1.00a.m., better to continue my project, if not i cant wake up for the Image & Ettiquette @ 9.15 a.m later.. hope it's not a silly workshop.
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title: Football,food & more food.
date: Tuesday, July 11, 2006
Finally i got time to blog. . .
yippy Italy won! [was a bit slow, almost been 3 days after the WC]
i knew it, becoz whenever i want a team to win, it will lose. Like Portugal & Argentina. So dis time, i wanted the France to win, so the team i liked, Italy will WIN~
Hahaz, it's quite effective~
Yest darl & i went to Balestier Plaza to take some documents for my project, thn we went for movie, "Superman". The whole theatre was occupied by onli 3 ppl, both of us & one guy who came in after us. i almost gt a fright. =X the show was nice~ but tOo unbelivable. i still prefer Spiderman. heex cant wait for the 3rd one..
my legs are aching now after running half a round the neighbouhood yest. . die, thn hw am i going to survive for my NAPFA next week? lol.
hmm..supposingly, i shld enjoy eating durians after a year of craving, but after sharing 2 rounds of 8 durians in 24 hrs with darL, i dink i wont be touching them for some time, coz my breath is full of heavy durian smells.. yucks. too bloated to eat anything.
but "he" wont let me skip my meals, i still have to eat even thou im so bloated.
so today we went to Mad Jack @ Bt Timah for lunch.
Loves the Cake of the Day: Chocolate Brownie. my fav.
Price is reasonable and the food is quite nice, except my grilled fish. & there is no Cust Serv Charges, yet their services are great ~
*sigh* time passes so fast on every tuesdays [cos it's my Off day].
title: 07/07 a day of girls talk
date: Friday, July 07, 2006
i juz got home with darL after the guys' soccer game. Thou it's nt so fun for them but beehweee, ericia & i are enjoying our girls talk while waiting for our boyfriends. we just keep on talking until the guys wanted to makan.
earlier on, i attended the talk on IAP & IHP. im more interested in the IAP, which is attachment in companies, this way i can start wk earlier & earn more $. but there are only 18 vacancies for 30's of us. aww...hopefully darl & i can squeeze in..
title: 07/07/06
date:
"why are you so persistance?" said Mr FMM & snatched away my paper, after i refused to do his work in his lessons and continued to do my ENM tutorials. "why cant you be flexible?" i thot, if i finish this easy one, thn i got the time to do your 'seems easy but difficult' tutorial.
and he got more 'mad' after he found that my friend also did the same tutorial as me.. he even 'threaten' to tear away our work. -_-''
It is not im not goin to do it, i just do it later, thou it's wrong to do other things during a tutorial class. =P ok i know im stubborn, darL.
was munching on my chocolate block, 'milk chocolate with roast almond'. yummy, i really nid some chocolate to chew on, especially for the coming stressful project weeks.
i had received my bursary thou not much, but at least i gt some "looose" money on hand =) so i thot i can go for the Tioman trip in August~ BUT i realised i cant take off, coz there mayb no staff to cover for me. & probably another mysterious bill will come out from my dad's drawer and eat up my ^$^ sianz i really hope for a holiday.. like the last trip i went to visit my grandma with mum, sis & darL. so homey~
title: Eventful days
date: Monday, July 03, 2006
some updates . . .
got back my papers. quite pleased with the results as my effort is not wasted after nights of burning midnight oil. but i still fail one.. hahaz.. no choice. juz pray that i will pass for the retest.
i got a chance to sit on a wheelchair last friday (30/06) during SAM.
Lesson learnt:The moment you can feel for others, is when you are in the same situation like them. A mild slope & lil obstacles can make me panic. I nid so much strength to wheel it & the courage to face the 'normal' ppl.
We shoud admire the handicapped. *salute*clapped*
so it is the beginning of a new month, as usual everyone get their pay!! except me
momma bought durians home yest (02/07) yipee~ so i quickly packed up from work and headed back home with dar. delicious~ just keep on eating and eating until my momma said " that's the last one".
and more treats~ coz it's also darl's payday today. So he decided to treat me lunch at a dim sum "restuarant", mayim @ westmall during our 2 hr break. as usual, we ordered our dim sum and tried their 'glutinous rice wrapped in lotus leaves'. nice~ the rice is soft & with lotus fragrances.
by the time we finished our lunch, it's nearly 1pm. gosh we goin to be late for our presentation, so we took a cab to sch. thinking that it only cost abt $3.50 from westmall to NP but guess wad, our cab fare was $7.30. not to be calculative but the taxi driver exploited us by going not one round but 2 big round. but we were lated so we just paid & rushed for our class.
That was when i realised that i didnt double check the slides of our presentation. So it's did not went smoothly in some parts. I was quite unhappy but not because of my teammates but myself. and the more i seen the presentations done by other grps, i reprimanded myself more. my face become more & more black. Unintentionally, i dink i have made my teammates unhappy or they might think that im blaming on them. darl was angry with me too, as i couldnt control my temper.
All i could do was cried and more tears. Sorry guys. Everything is solved. I have apologised to them and cleared up the misunderstanding. Tangz Q Jolin & Xiu ~ Hope this will not sour our friendship.
- too much tension, made me snapped -
just received latest news from my sis tt she also nid to pay her sch fees. brillant, always give me suprises. now i nid to go out & rob a bank..
title: happy anniversary & vivien's birthday.
date: Saturday, July 01, 2006
Belated messages for..
Happy 1yr & 9 mths Anniversary to hubBy
: :you are my pair of invisible wings, carrying me thru difficult times: :
&
..Happy 21st birthday to Vivien..
it's a pity that i couldnt make it for her bday. i realli sorry.
ppl always ask me, "you really so busy meh?" " no money meh?".
yah im really tt broke sometimes and im really busy, so busy 24/7 that i dint have the time to cherish my friends. one by one i lost contact with them. at times i would want to contact them but im really tied down by my stuff. & i just dono wad to say to them, seems like a great gap between us.
